my love story

Everyone out there,have their own love story,it might be end with 'happy ending' or 'sad ending' ,
but most of them are 'happy ending'.But for me is a sad ending,because i just a simple girl who come from penang and study in KL,everything was fine at first moment and frankly, i tell that I'm not the type that easily fall in love because for me, love is need commitment,understanding,trust,caring, and it naturally come(like someone make your heart beat going faster,hehe=]) yeah maybe something like that..but most of people now day are not like that.if the guy have money its OK for them..but im not like that kind of gurl..i don't care if the guy is not from rich family its not going to make me happy with the money,if the guy loves me so much its really precious for me.But my man(ops),is a weird Arabic guy who came to Malaysia to study.My first meet was very funny,i still remember its like Nov 2006 in my hostel(mutiara sentul condo) in the lif,the weird thing is he is a Muslim but wearing a short pants with Muslim hat(for the Muslim guy only)..what the hack is that!!!i telling to my friend in Malay language because i think that he cant understand what im talking...but i was wrong!!!he can understand!!!a very shameful moment in my life.From that day i never talk in malay in front of Arabic students who stay there.Everything was fine and they became my friends,we just a friend i didn't realize that i start fall in love with him.In collage also i have lot of boy friends(just friend) but him make my heart bit going more faster,when i saw him i just freak out..i don't know why???until my friend say that..'hei gal,i think u in love with that guy'..i said,'no its a impossible thing'..and i didn't believe it,until one day,that guy asked me out..OMG... is this a date????i have no idea..but i ask my friend to follow with me,and i ask him a permission to bring my friend , and the guy say..'no,only u and me'..oh God..and i think maybe this guy also fall in love with me.before we go out,accidentally that guy saw me with other guy(my friend's fiancee) just chatting only..and he misunderstood about the relationship..what the hack!!!i msg him as usual coz this guy was a alcoholic..and i was afraid he will do a studip things.
But i was wrong..he call me with anger and say bad word like f word i just cant take it and the final thing he tell me,that i want to cut our relationship(what the English is that he using) and that's is my love story end..its not a sad actually but very very sad ending for me and until now i have little bit phobia in love,and its sound crazy,but its a true one.i have the hard time to forget the past..but I'm trying to..maybe i will find the best one in my life like everyone need(i mean girls)..MR PERFECT..I WILL WAIT FOR U MR PERFECT...